well, a lot of shit has gone down since last time ive written in here... baby drama going on over in cali... still cant believe that... I DONT WANT A KID...!!!!!!!... but things are gettin brighter, the sun is rising on this downhill of a fading life i am living at this current time... went up to springfield last night and hooked up with my GOD DAMN ex's best friend... why?? i am asking myself why would you think i know why... even if i tried to explain it, it would just seem like some kind of 5th grade boy talking to his buddies at recess about how girls have cooties which makes no sense what so ever but im still gonna ramble on about it... lets see what else happened lately... last wednesday i took dani ruf (i fukking love that girl) to a phils game, that was fun, i guess... it just seemed like all she wanted to do was leave... of course being the gentleman i am, i walked her up to her door, hoping for at least a little peck on the cheek but no, once again wags gets shut down by one of the coolest, prettiest, sweetest, nicest, most awesome person he knows... i dont know, maybe one day i'll get the point she doesnt want me... but its all good, me and her are still cool as shit... i am beginning to wonder if i am just writing in this for nothing at all, after all i get no comments... but anyways, what else happened... friday afternoon i went to my pops house and mowed his lawn, ended up goin to the phils-cards game later that night only to sweat my ass off, keep score of an outrageous game and see 2 home runs... and oh yea, boo the hell outta rolen... dick... but other than that, not too much went on this weekend... got my schedule for school, first half looks like its gonna suck but i got my boy danny simpson in my first and last block classes which kicks ass... only problem is that i got crafts... i dont do crafts, im not a crafty person... what the hell? but i think thats it for now, goin to see freddy vs. jason tommorow... i'll tell you how it ends when i get home... ha...ouch, i just sneezed and it hurt...

~~Brand New~~ --"The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows"--

We saw the western coast.
I saw the hospital.
Nurse the shoreline like a wound.
We paint a lover's tryst.
We're neither clear nor descript.
We kept it safe and slow.
The quiet things that no one ever knows.
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired.
Today's the day we drop down.
Give up my body in bed.
All for an empty hotel.
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals.
I contemplate the day we wed.
Your friends are boring me to death.
Your veil is ruined in the rain.
By then you like to do without.
There's nothing new to talk about.
And though our kids are blessed, the parents let them shoulder all the blame.
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired.
Today's the day we drop down.
Give up my body in bed.
All for an empty hotel.
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals.
I lie for only you.
And I lie well.
Halleluh.
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired.
Today's the day we drop down.
Give up my body in bed.
All for an empty hotel.
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals.